Just Because

I lay here, writing in my journal
Tears streaming down my face
Confused about my fate
You are all that I think about
You are all that I want
I can't tell you
I shouldn't tell you
But I need to
My heart is breaking as we speak
I hear it breaking piece by piece
Tears turn to blood

Tear by tear
Drip by drip
I die slowly inside
Just because I can't tell you
Because I shouldn't tell you
But I need to
I love you