Never Ends

It never stops it never ends
It feels like I am swirling down again
I have finally fallen to the ground
Begging and Pleading
To god why me
I scream out loud
But nothing came out
The cries for help just aren’t heard
I need you more now
Then ever before
I said I’d be strong
I said I wouldn’t complain
But I am crying on my knees
Come help me please
I don’t want to admit I need your help
You know this is hard
So please don’t judge me for being weak
I need you here and now

Best Friend

Your cool and fun
Smart and Wise
Its what everyone looks for
In the Bff for life
Your better then hundred friends
You may not understand it
And maybe never will
Plus you are the cutest thing
I have ever seen
You actually care
When no one else does
You make people feel special
And make their day
You do it all the time
without even knowing it
Smiles are popping up everyday
Just even talking to you for maybe a second
Is long enough to make someone feel special
For the whole day
Believe it or not
You’re the best thing
That god created
Everyone loves you
More then you know
So don’t do nothing stupid
That would make you go
Or I will have to find you
And kick you butt
So here is a Poke
And I hope you have lots of Luck

I Want You So Bad

I want you so bad
Its making me mad
I want to hold you tight
And never let go
You will never know
How in love with you I am
You are on my mind
All the time
You leave me speechless,
My heart beats faster
My breaths get shorter
My heart begs and aches for you
I want you so bad
Its making me mad
It’s a love from a distance
That can’t be explained
I can’t ever tell you
Or you may go away
My feelings for you
Will never go
Maybe one day you will think of me the same
But it makes me scared
If you might love me back
Because what if I hurt you
I’d never be the same
I want you so bad
Its making me mad
Without you I am nothing
I am just another person
You have helped me with everything
You have been there for me
I wish there is more
That I could have done for you
Your eyes filled with pain
It makes me sad
I would do anything to take that pain away
Just give me your pains
So you don’t suffer
I would give you my life
To see you happy everyday
I want you so bad
Its making me mad

Chains and Restraints

The chains digging
Deeper and deeper
Into my ankles and wrists
Breaking the skin
The restraints are too tight
Let me be who I am
Let me speak my mind
Or let me go
My back is scared
My legs are bruised
What am I
A slave to you
I have my duties
And you have yours
If you cared about me
You would let me live
Say what’s on my mind
And be who I am
The love that you are giving me
Are making the chains
Go deeper and deeper
Into the skin

Day After Day

Full of hate and pain
Sick and tired of going through it
Day after day
I was forced to do things
I never wanted to start
I want to end it
Before I am completely tired out
My wrists are cut
The blood drips down my arm
Numbing the pain that is in my heart
But I can still feel it crack
As it breaks and inch everyday
With nothing to mend it
Or make it go away
My soul is turning into a black pit
But I will keep trying
To get out before
I have to end it

I Am From

I am from the hate of love
My parents broke up before I was one
They fought all night
When hearing me cry

I am from the question why
I grew up confused
Not knowing why
My dad was not there
It just didn’t seem fair

I am from a broken family
With hearts broken
And always feeling lonely

I am from a puzzle
Where you just don’t fit
You try a bunch of times
But it just doesn’t seem to go your way

I am from my parents
They make me want to be a better person
To stop the fighting and the yelling
And just get my life going

Its Life

Things are turning
My life is swirling
My heart is breaking
My family is dieing
When are things going to get better?

I lost their trust
I lied to you for years
I keep lots of secrets
With out a care
When can I trust you?

You yelled at me last night
You broke my heart
You hated my friends
Why do you hurt me?

When are things going to get better?
When can I trust you?
Why do you hut me?
It doesn’t matter

The present is the only thing that matters
The past is gone
The future isn’t here
Leave it alone
Don’t dwell in the past
Or care what is going to happen next
What happens,
Happens for a reason
Live as if you will die tomorrow
Dream as if you will live forever
Tell the ones you love
You love them
And mean it
Before you know it you could be gone
So live life day to day
There are going to be twists
There are going to be turns
But hey what do expect
Its life